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July 11, 2003

Past entries...

It has once been said that reading between the lines when reading my blog is how it should be read :)

I've just found this post from yonks ago...

Oh what a magically depressing post that was!

I'll now talk about the following...

I've used to wonder why people used to people used to dwell on failed love and try to make the other person involved love them back. It used to strike me as odd...

"The person has said they don't want you, so why don't you just move on and try someone else. Trying to get someone to love you back with more vigour each time is surly going to be counter productive."

Obviously the words of someone who has never loved.

Unfortunately, as I sit here I've found that I've got myself sucked in to doing the exact same thing. This is a bit of a pain really. I still have no idea why people do it - but I wish I did so I'd stop doing it right at the moment.

All I can say is that I am so unbelievably glad that I didn't stop! Once again I've found myself a changed man, this time for the better. One of my friends from home (you know how you are!), has even commented that I am a lot less 'catty' than I used to be! This is all kinds of cool and I now find it hard to imagine how life used to be - reading past entries to the blog helps :)

I don't really know how to carry on this post without turning it in to some sort of sentimental crap! I'm the happiest I've been for ages and I with to thank all of the readers of my blog for all their invaluble support since you started to get a glimpse into what was going on in my head. Of couse there's someone else I need to thank as well, but I'll do that off blog, if I may!

Now if only I'd written more in the blog I'd be able to better remember what had happened and what was going through my head in a higher resolution... I suppose if I had I might not be writing this post though...:-)

Posting this is probably a mistake, just like the last time... :) Well that's if posting the post I refer to in this one was a mistake... :-/

[Listening to: King - Love & Pride]
Posted by Ed at July 11, 2003 1:31 AM | Ramble |